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Friday, 4 February 2005
"No matter how you frame it, it's still pornography"
Mood:
 cheeky
I miss him...I miss my Scott...He has to work tonight -cries- Anyways I'm just really bored..lol I need more friends..Chimpy has got another girlfriend..Kellie is..well pregnant..Hmm I dunno..god I need to get back my license soon! Tomorrow Scott has got a surprise for me! yay! I wonder what it is? lol I've been like a child at Christmas today..asking him for hints..lol Well I'm going to go and play some playstation...later
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 10:38 PM EST
Thursday, 3 February 2005
Lucky -n- Klutzy ..yummy....
Rumors?? yeah okay..Hybrid I'm NOT STUPID....I seen it with my own damn eyes. whatever. fuck it. God I work all the time now. lol. and Scott takes up most of my time. Scott is moving to Va beach. this sucks. lol well not really. he wants to know if I want to come. yeeaahh...I don't know...i probably won't I mean I do want to get out of this hick trash can but I don't think I'm ready to move in with him. I like him...but like I said I don't love him. oh well. He's still sweet. God he's so incredible in EVERYTHING -wink-.He just showed up at my house just to give me a kiss one day..he said he missed the taste of my lips..hehe...lol Chimpy and Kellie said that I'm more "angelic" since me and Scott uhhh.."hooked-up" lol...hmmm Kellie is doing pretty good. she's gaining weight..Well nothing else to talk about.
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 10:31 PM EST
Tuesday, 1 February 2005
The stupid girl in the back with a smile.
Mood:
 irritated
The fact that hybrid tried to play me..pisses me off..I'll admit he almost had me...I think I knew all along about him and his ex or should I say fiancee...He's been seeing her while talking to me..liar..grrrrrrrrr...Oh well I guess I deserve it. for trusting someone over the Internet. well screw him.....he's just another damn John...he's right..He'll never be a man this way. I think he knew I was gonna find out...Oh he also had other girls too...wtf? I wish I never met him....I hope he falls off the face of the earth..goddammit..He never LOVED me..I doubt he knows what this means. Well On a lighter note me and Scott are really good. He's getting a divorce next week. Yay!! Looks like I'm under estimating everyone...I'll get my shit straight soon..lol..hmmmm It's been a wile since I wrote in this...I spent the night at Scott's Saturday and didn't get home till like late Sunday night..lol. Well I might get another one these but I just might keep this.
-The stupid girl in the back with a smile-
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 10:30 AM EST
Saturday, 29 January 2005
-blah-
 I couldn't sleep tonight. didn't feel like it. I have to go to work at 8am, sucks. I hate this place. Scott called me last night 3 times.. I didnt feel like talking to him. He said the 'L" word!! I just nodded. way to fast for me. I mean I like him...but in honest truth. lol I just like kissing him..that sounds bad. but relly, I'm just waiting on him to go back to his wife. I know he is. He's that type. but It's okay. I don't need anyone anyway. being alone is soooo much better than being with someone...Hybrid told me something today, that pissed me off. He thinks we're gonna stop talking. by the he gets to Va. Maybe he's right..but I guess he doens't understand how he makes my when I talk to him. but thats okay....If he decides to stop..I'll get over it....Shit happens. well I'm gonna go get ready..later.
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 7:19 AM EST
Updated: Saturday, 29 January 2005 7:25 AM EST
Tuesday, 25 January 2005
Mood:
 happy
I'm so lazy, I got off of work at 3,came home, took a shower and took like a 4 hour nap!! I'm not gonna sleep tonight dammit. Scott came by work this morning on his lunch break. He was so sweet he talked to me and hugged me when he left..awww...anyways. I'm talking to him right now on the phone. lol he's complaining cuz he burned popcorn..well that's pretty much it. later
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 9:47 PM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 25 January 2005 10:40 PM EST
Monday, 24 January 2005
"Kiss me, Im Toxic"
Mood:
 caffeinated
Grrr dammit I went to bed too early! now I'm all rested and hyper, and it's like 4:00 in the morning. -sigh- I'm talking to Kenan..he's the only insomniac I know. lol. He's so weird, but in a good funny way. Anyways, I'm sitting her listening to Evanecence, thinking AGAIN. -sigh- I suck... I met this guy...-looks around and waits for hell to freeze over- Okay we're not dating or anything. I like him, he's fun to be around. I guess cuz he's a libra (Yeah we rock). anyways His name is Scott, and he's a little bit older than me..he's like 26! lol but he's still kewl to talk to. He called me last night and we talked for a few hours. more like 5...but it's all good. I don't think we would date though...Okay I kinda want to...is this bad?? I miss Hybrid too.. But everything is soo damn confusing. I've been misssing him, but my damn pride!! I wouldnt admit it to anyone though. Kellie's right, I need professional help. lol. Anyways, I'm going to go. I don't have to work tomorrow so Ima stay here most of the day. Later
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 4:28 AM EST
Saturday, 22 January 2005
Mood:
happy
I had a peachy time at the movies, We went to see White noise (Told you I'd get my way!) That movie was so fucked up on so many levels.Anyways..I had a good time. I'm tired..I m back to working morning shift dammit. Im in another good mood today. Yay. God I need something exciting to happen. Oh yeah John MOVED!!!! YAY!!!! that makes my damn day. He moved back to West Virginia with his mom and brother. This is goood. lol. well Im gone again.Assassins
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 8:32 PM EST
Updated: Saturday, 22 January 2005 8:38 PM EST
Friday, 21 January 2005
"You're the greatest thing...the greatest thing since bread came sliced"
Mood:
 loud
-Sings- 'That sugarcane that tasted good, that cinimmon, thats hollywood..no one can see you trrrrryyy" - r.e.m
Okay im done...Yes for once Im in a great mood. Go me!! anways still have nothing much to say cept, chimpy and I are going to the movies tonight. I want to see white noise. I heard it was good. Chimp wants to see the darkness but I know I'll win..I always get my way. lol hmmm Nothing much just been working..woohoo! well Im gone.
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 5:21 PM EST
Updated: Friday, 21 January 2005 5:24 PM EST
Thursday, 20 January 2005
Pathetic...yes I am.
Mood:
 blue
Another day...-sighs- Im more depressed than usual. I don't care anymore. I just want to sleep. sleep is good, maybe I could just slip into a coma...Yeah right. Anyways Kellie decided on name's
Girl: Cheyenne Riley
Boy: Ryder Jeremy
I came up with the girls name. Anyways she's doing good. Hmm I don't kno what else to talk about. Chimpy is taking to the movies tomorrow night. he said I'm his "Safety" wtf! -sigh- pathetic!!!Well Im gone to bed goodnight.
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 12:34 AM EST
Tuesday, 18 January 2005
Insomnia
I shouldn't be litening to "pretty hate machine" but I cant help it...DAMN NIN.
Ringfinger
well you've got me working so hard lately
working my hands until they bleed
if i was twice the man i could be
i'd still be half of what you need
still you lead me and i follow
anything you ask you know i'll do
this one act of consecration is what i ask of you
ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me
well you just leave me nailed here
hanging like Jesus on this cross
i'm just dying for your sins
and aiding to the cause
ringfinger
promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
offer it to me
wrap my eyes in bandages
confessions i see through
i get everything i want
when i get part of you
ringfinger
promise carved in stone
it's deeper than the sea
ringfinger
sever flesh and bone
and offer it to me
ringfinger
a promise carved in stone
deeper than the sea
ringfinger
devil's flesh and bone
do something for me
ringfinger
These are the kewlest one's I made so far.
  
-Lucky-
Posted by xluckie-charmzx
at 3:43 AM EST
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